Djanehannashirazi

 A fresh start I'm feeling good but it hasn't been like this most of the time. Life has ups & downs & i was living in the down part for such a long time without even noticing that i was drawning into the darkness a little more than yesterday. When i was a child life was so colorful , i remember opening the door & run into the little forest next to my home & play with the lady bugs under the sun for hours. The little things were more than enough to make me happy, joyous & free. As i was growing up the colors were fading into perfection & people pleasing because i felt there is a void inside of me that eats me everyday. I felt i'm not good enough & not pretty enough . . . . I did not believe i had any sort of talent in anything so i just struggled with life & followed whatever society was telling me to do. I went to the art school as teenage but i compromised my self to a lot of the kids at my class and in the end i was afraid to show my work...